I was pondering about my high school life and was really amazed that i could handle 10 subjects, co-curricular activities and the never-ending tuitions altogether back then. What im trying to say is, like now, im taking 5 subjects for this semester with zero society activities (because i didnt join any of it) and when it comes to the finals my brain is already screaming like a mad woman. Okay, the subjects are undeniably tougher than what i did during SPM but let's not look at the level of difficulty, think about the QUANTITY of subjects. 10 subjects. 5 subjects. I was able to do it last time and why cant i handle this now??? Argghhh!!! I need to have enough discipline to control myself, especially the playful inner me is begging for some fun. *self-discipline* *self-discipline* *self-discipline*